in the Netherlands

Is in the Netherlands, and loving my time here. I'm tempted to type in Dutch since that's the language I have been communicating in for the last couple of weeks!
There are so many questions popping up in my head when Im here...
*what if we'd never moved
*can I still study here
*would I consider moving back, why or why not
*why/if/how....?
Many questions I have always had but never faced... never thought through, and now I'm here and many people ask me the questions... then what do you say? Give an honest answer, of course but what do I think honestly Im not even sure.
I'm thoroughly enjoying my time in the Netherlands.. Meeting new people other people, and people I haven't seen.. Travelling by bike, train, metro, tram, car, bus... who knows what, it's great! Visiting with old friends, places I haven't seen in YEARS! There are so many new things, so many new experiences... I try not to answer too many questions at the same time...
When I have to answer questions people ask me about Canada and all the things going on there, I wish I had a tape with all the answers recorded, I could press play and tell it all. Because sometimes it seems like it is just a 'repeat'of other conversations.

It is so fun to be here... and probably the only time for years... So I better get back to the Dutch world, and quit talking terrible English since I haven't spoken it for several weeks now... :)