YOU! GRR! (ME! GRR!)

I love being a student. 

I love doing projects.

I love learning material.

I love getting As.

I don't want to do it.

I don't feel like doing it.

I'm not in the mood.

I'm too lazy.

That is basically my story.
I have been in school for so long. Even with a year break while working. Every time again, as the last weeks come closer and I am almost done for the year I am sick and tired of working. Of learning. Of doing projects.

At those times I find whatever can distract me. That often involves some electronic device, like my cell phone or my laptop. Often it involves a website, or two, or three, or several windows with as many tabs as possible all open, and going back and forth. Often it involves social networking sites. I KEEP GOING BACK TO THOSE! :( It makes me sad and frustrates me. Every time again, when I am checking my Newsfeed and there is no Newsfeed I click away. Every time I want there to be a Newsfeed I check again. I sit there, clicking back and forth between pages. I check many pictures on Facebook. Look on your wall to see if there is something I can comment on, wait for you to change your status so that I can 'like' it. And OFTEN I GET ANNOYED. WITH MYSELF. WITH YOU! Because you are the one that is updating 24/7, or you're the one who doesn't update at all. I get annoyed with you because you are the one that keeps changing things that I have to check out, and because you have about a 20 albums full of pictures which I have to creep, of course, that is how I get to waste my time....

OKAY.. that was a major confession....!

Oh and wait. I update my own status a million times. With new silly goals. And post in groups to see if people have something to say.

It really isn't YOU whom I am getting annoyed with. I get annoyed with my attitude, with how I deal with things, and how dumb I am to procrastinate 24/7. Until the due date, until I have to rush through projects and hope that I get a decent mark. I get annoyed with me, every single time. And do not know how to fix it.

GET RID OF FACEBOOK PERHAPS!?

I'll find something else to spend time on, like Pinterest, or email, or blog, or organizing pictures, or cool websites, cool blogs, or a good book. I could write you a card or do my laundry, I could clean my room or wash the dishes. I could go work out or go for a walk. I could just sit around and talk to people. My homework will come another time, another minute, it won't run away from me.

Homework... I suck at doing homework.

can't I just do it later?!

And even after 16+ years of schooling I don't know how to do it!!!

Sad face :(

Maybe the title of this post should read....

ME! GRR! Okay... - I'll add it, in parentheses that is, so that I don't look so bad perhaps...)
Now, I really got to do some homework. I have half an hour until Starbucks closes; I can do 30 minutes of solid homework, after 2+ hrs of procrastination...!