Friday, December 23, 2011

...money...money...money...

The world circles around the concept of MONEY!
Without money, whatever currency, we can't go far...
In all parts of the world types of currency are needed
to live. There are different exchange rates, tax percentages.
But all around the world, everything involves money.

There's nations with high debts, and there are people whose
debt is continually increasing.Others have a current debt
but are working stinking hard to get rid of it. I on the other
hand seem to be increasing my debt. I have never been in
debt before, but now since I'm in university I have huge loans.

The thought of having the crazy amount of debt I have right
now is terrifying. The thought of it increasing every year,
from now on until I graduate scares me even more.
And the thought that from now on I will live on an extremely
low budget, and try to live stewardly seems impossible.

Currently I'm enrolled in a private university. It is an amazing
university and I have thoroughly enjoyed my first semester
there. The first semester is now done, and I am thankful for the
growth and the new experiences of the past semester. Plus
all the blessings I have received.

But the amount owing first of all to the school is terrifying.
With that an ever increasing amount of debt. It all involves
money, money that I don't have..
I have been taught to trust the Lord, and to find His will
in all things. I have experience that trust and faith really works.

However, that does not make it easy. I am home for the
break right now, and it is so nice to be home right now. It
is also tempting to withdraw from Redeemer, and go to a
university closer to home, with less tuition awaiting, and
not going as deep into debt.

To find God's will, to trust His plan and purpose for me
is something I will be searching for, and have been.
To trust in Jehovah Jireh, my provider!
For now and forever more!

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