the mailman came...

...and passed me a letter, telling me to post more, since it can have some benefits.

Now, really that isn't true. The mailman didn't come with such a delivery. I, however,
was looking at the stats of my blog and saw that after more than a year I only have 52
posts. That would be less than 1 post a week. I know that this is true, not because
I counted each time I blogged and figured out if it was a week ago or more, but because
there have been months that I only posted one time or even none at all...

With my new GRAND ADVENTURE just around the corner, I hope to keep some of
you a bit more up to date with updates (haha) on this blog. Not because I don't want to
email each or you, but because I kinda think that maybe it will be a little busy with papers
and homework and just trying to keep up with university life, that I won't always be
able to update you all individually. I'd love to still hear from you all though, and will do
my best to reply to emails and such. Just bear with me, I will be doing my very best!



I found this little magazine article years ago and thought I'd post it for ya, since it says
that blogging can have benefits... :D

UNEXPECTED BONUS OF Blogging
Trying to quit smoking, lose weight or finisha marathon? Start blogging! The internet is a great place to declare a health goal, saysSusan Biali, a Vancouver-based doctor, authorand psycologytoday.com blogger. "It createsinstant accountabilty, and a personal supportgroup," she says. Allison Dunn, who chronicledher journey from 5K to 42K onhowiranamarathon.blogspot.com, concurs. "If I hadn't publicly said, 'I'm running a marathon,'I might not have done it," she says. The same istrue....."

And on it goes... I'm not going to quote the whole article, since I think I'm already doing something illegal without citing it, since I don't remember where I got the article from. Anyways, so I'm going to tell you what my goal is for this year (and yes, my years start in September and go till summer holidays, than the next year starts the follow September.... :D o boy). I want to do awesome during my first year of second time round post-secondary education, and grow in many ways....! (Perhaps more in later days on the many ways?!?)

bear - I admit, I had to look this one up, which bear to use.. you know there's two spellings to the same sounding word (a.k.a. homophones - yeah I learned something last year when I worked with grade 2ers!)

C.S. Lewis II

Getting over a painful experience is
much like 

crossing monkey bars. 

You have to let go at some point
in order
to
move forward.

~C.S. LEWIS~

summer...

...is coming to a close.

At least the part of the summer that is spent at home. I am working a job now, but that will be done soon. Two weeks from today I will be travelling East, and starting a new chapter in my life.
I cannot believe how fast the time is going and how much I still have to get done in the next weeks before moving to Ontario. There is a huge list of stuff I seem to have to get together, and a lot of things I have to accomplish in my own home here in Alberta before I can take off. I take one day at a time, and just keep going, while enjoying the last days here with my family and friends.

Soon I will be student, once again. And I can't tell you how excited I am to take this step! :)

C.S. Lewis I

"God allows us to experience the low points of life
in order to teach us
lessons that we could learn in no other way."
~ C.S. Lewis ~

home...

"There is a time for everything,
   and a season for every activity under
the heavens:"
~Eccl. 3:1~

I have been back in Canada for a week and a half now. It has been good to be back so far. But when I was in the Netherlands I was really struggling with returning to Canada. I had enjoyed myself so much and just had a great time, also learned so much and had met new people who/and had new experiences that taught me many new things. I feel like in three weeks alone in the Netherlands I have grown in many ways, and it has been a blessing.

Anyway, so I left the Netherlands on the 16th. On the 15th was the first time that I actually seriously thought about packing my suitcases, and starting to say goodbye. I had seen some people only once, others multiple times, but most people I didn't see for long periods of time. It was easy to say 'goodbye' to those I hadn't seen much or only for a couple of hours. Others though that I stayed with longer, and that I have a -we-go-way-back- relationship with it was very difficult.
When I thought on Friday the 15th that I had to go home the next day I realized that I didn't want to go. I realized that I wasn't 'done' in Holland yet; that I wasn't ready to return. Why?

 "a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,"
~Eccl. 3:5b~

In my head it just didn't make sense. I knew what was awaiting me here. No job, but a holiday. And then a move to Ontario and university starting. I knew that I couldn't stay in Holland. But why was there then that strong urge to stay. To just get a job there, and go to uni there. Why did it feel like a magnet was pulling me to stay there.

I still haven't figured it out, and don't know if I ever will..

"Many are the plans in a person’s heart,
   but it is the LORD’s purpose that prevails."

~Proverbs 19:21~ 

But all the same I look back at the 3 weeks in the Netherlands, as a wonderful experience, a growing time, a getting to know me adventure and a time in which I was questioned many times... THINK!!! -why I am here, what I think (6+ later) of moving to Canada, how I have dealt with it, how I live and what I like about it, what I don't, what I can change, what I have to lay at Jesus' feet because He can take care of it, He knows all things; how I have made some spur-of-the-moment decisions that have changed my life, some which are way past, but I still can't believe happened or that I handled it one or another way. THINK!!! - why/how/who/where/when!!

"Remember how the LORD your God led you
all the way in the wilderness these forty years, to
humble and test you in order to know
what was in your heart,
whether or not you would keep his commands."
~Deuteronomy 8:2~

Remember to think, to remember past and present and future, to live for God and not for me, to put Him first in all things, and not be what I want to be but what He wants me to be and become. Remember that He created me and has a wonderful plan for me, and that He knows what is best for me! :D

"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD,
“plans to prosper you and not to harm you,
plans to give you hope and a future."
~Jeremiah 28:11~

Who wouldn't want to learn so many things within 3 weeks just because of what other people ask you...

It isn't that I have never thought about any of this before, but it just that I had to face so many walls with questions written on them... I had to stop and think, and had a lot of time to do just that.

"The LORD remembers us and will bless us:"
~Psalm 115:12~

1 thing learned

There is one thing I had to learn during my stay in The Netherlands.

It's a simple but quite silly thing.

When you have a question about the train or any other mode of public transportation, do not
ask this question in Dutch. If you do people look at you like
you come from Mars and that you're quite ridiculous.

Do ask a question in English,
(maybe other languages work too?!) and people all around you are

willing to help, Hollanders many who
don't speak English very well included.

Good to know, for the next time I'm here...



in the Netherlands

Is in the Netherlands, and loving my time here. I'm tempted to type in Dutch since that's the language I have been communicating in for the last couple of weeks!
There are so many questions popping up in my head when Im here...
*what if we'd never moved
*can I still study here
*would I consider moving back, why or why not
*why/if/how....?
Many questions I have always had but never faced... never thought through, and now I'm here and many people ask me the questions... then what do you say? Give an honest answer, of course but what do I think honestly Im not even sure.
I'm thoroughly enjoying my time in the Netherlands.. Meeting new people other people, and people I haven't seen.. Travelling by bike, train, metro, tram, car, bus... who knows what, it's great! Visiting with old friends, places I haven't seen in YEARS! There are so many new things, so many new experiences... I try not to answer too many questions at the same time...
When I have to answer questions people ask me about Canada and all the things going on there, I wish I had a tape with all the answers recorded, I could press play and tell it all. Because sometimes it seems like it is just a 'repeat'of other conversations.

It is so fun to be here... and probably the only time for years... So I better get back to the Dutch world, and quit talking terrible English since I haven't spoken it for several weeks now... :)